Two Worlds!

Space pervades between a word and the thought
Supposed to be linked, but drifting away
You think, you know, about to utter
But reality beckons and you are unable to say!

You want something, but end up doing another
Want to come out, but always end up pretending
Convinced you are, but seem confused
Should have surged, but always descending!

The familiar stare, and the buzz…
Standing on the stage of living, audience all around
Express the truth and see love diminishing…
So to the lies you are always bound!

The road you take, the one you wanted…
The one you knew you belong…
And the external influence deviates, disturbs, annoys…
Like an irking noise amidst a sweet song!

Purposeless error living seems to be…
May be it is, or they have forced that on you, think
Infinitésimal sense remains in the soul search
Or the error will pass in a blink!

Two worlds you and I live in…One for me and one for them
Yes, life is about giving, but not your soul
The inner space is where I am, you are…
Finding it, living there...is our only goal!

                                             ~Saurabh (02 Nov-14, My lounge)