Just remembered an old creation. Its in continuation of an other poem of mine: Insatiable Moment. I love the first one more than this, but this is worth a read, just a representation of the mindset I might have been in that phase of my Life.
...another insatiable moment!
Moments still transit, swift is the motion
Life manipulates thee against thy notion
Achievements so many, success so much....
Mind wonders why, insatiability remains as such!!
People come and pass, present becomes past
Relations form, but not many last...
Future beckons, inevitable is the change
Run fast, or see yourself move out of range!!
As a bottle of wine goes dry on my table
I keep wondering whether this is life or a fable
Time manifests itself, there goes another instant
Nothing else, only insatiability remains constant!
Then I try and change the way I think
And recent past flashes with every blink
Things have been good, so have been the people I met...
Then why do I feel, unfulfilled are the expectations I set?
The music still plays in my ears, the country and the rock
The GnR s and the Denvers, on the doors of heaven they still knock
Different meanings the songs seem to convey
And unconventional rhythms life seems to play
Near canal waters on the country side, with my friend
The conversations go on and on, never seem to end
Things we talk have changed or so it seems
But there is some commonness, it is our dreams!
The road that I ride on, seems familiar still
But sometimes the car pretends to have its own will
Things look normal at an instant, disturbing at the other
Though I try to settle, the insatiability rises further
Sitting alone on the terrace, dark is the night
Trying to free my heart, from sadness and fright
Volatile thoughts keep fuming away
As I wait for another routine day...
Then I tell myself, keep moving on against the tide
Like the lonely ship across the horizon with pride...
Keep following the sun until it is gone...
Then the moon, the stars...keep going on and on!!!
...Saurabh (written in 2009)